It's time

It's time to leave my comfort zone.
It's time to leave the computer and change my habits in my own study.
It's to change in me what I want to see changed in my life and it's time for my will to be more than just a symbol on an intense hike up a Japanese mountain...
It's time to stick to the program, when all the program says is "be true to your heart".
It's time to give a NO when I say no.
It's time ...

It's time to catch up to the life I've been wanting to live but haven't on account of "getting there - but not yet". It's time to arrive at myself ad be content with who I am where I am and How I am.
It's I don't really care if you care or not... It's for me to care about me as much as i care about anyone else, and it's I love myself for real.

It's time to take MY time into my hands and shape up the sculpture of my existence.

It's time to answer the questions:

"Do I want to communicate excintingly through visual arts?" not with a vigorous YES but with a vigorous IMAGE.
"Do I want to feel free and agile within this body?" not with an eager YES but with the commitment and self respect that premiss requires.
"Do I want to go beyond beginner level at anything other than English?" not with a resolute YES but with the will power and every single step necessary to achieve that which will bring me personal growth, technical improvement and above all else... inner peace...

It's time to shun away all the doubts and echoes of voices that have always told me "you're not good enough; only a few manage to; the « industry» is overloaded, and so on" and get a move on with whatever I have been waiting all these years to turn my life into.

It's time I make myself, my mother, my family, my loved ones and my friends proud; not so they hold me in high value, but because anything else is just not dignified enough- it's time to loose all pride and regain the treasure that by serving others with the diligence of my heart, I will not only discover myself again as I will shed the weights and shadows that have kept me from truly knowing, truly being and freely existing...

It's time I stop this wholesome ranting...

Love,
Ricardo